Haven't been on the self injury forum in a while. But not because my si lessened or anything. It increased and I am fine with it.

I'm done with all the crap. What difference does it make if you cut or burn or scratch that you bleed. What difference does it make how far or deep you go. How much blood you draw, how much blood pools on the floor in front of you. What's the point. It doesn't make a difference because either way there is no one you can complain to or explain to. There is no one or no place you can vent to. No place nor person to reach out to. No person or place you can trust. It's not that no one cares it's that you don't have anyone to care to begin with. I'm done.

Blood is my companion. Blood is my passion.