(((ScarletPimpernel)))

Wow... that's a lot to deal with. Even without the depression, that would be a LOT for ANYONE, and when you throw depression and isolation on top of that... well, geez, of course it's overwhelming.

I am so sorry that things are falling apart for you right now. I'm sending lots of hugs and good energy towards you (and hoping that things find a way of turning around a bit). I wish there was something more I could do

I'm glad that your fiance is doing better... and that you do have support from a T and Pdoc....

I want to say "hang in there!" but when people have said that to me, I wanted to smack them, so maybe it's not a helpful response. But, I truly hope things turn around soon for you and get better, and that in the mean time, you can get a little rest....