My therapist is a she, mainly. I did this intentionally for my specific triggers and working with a new level of being comfortable with myself. I'm working on it, with a younger more attractive physically therapist. Because, to help me let me and cope better in my everyday life socially with very attractive females and so when I get the triggers on when I like a girl for whatever reason. I make it clear to my therapist what is going on and that I really don't know why this happens physically too frequently and that I want it to stop so I came to see you specifically to stop it on my own. It has helped a lot, but
I am more afraid of dating all together or going near people who may like me, because I know rejection and all that stuff is a part of it whether day one or 2 years down the road dating. I find it all too much for me and she told me to just keep a steady firm break on it and chill out on it. Which I'm doing, I am single for a over a year and next may it be 2 years. I'm hoping to make it to five as my deadline to see how I am feeling.