[QUOTE=LizzieVale;3005044]Feel as though i have lost a friend and cant cope with these feelings that im expereincing. Cant motivate myself to do the most basic of tasks and just cannot function. No longer take pride in the way that i look....i hate everything about myself and I see no future. How will i ever be able to trust anyone ever again. I feel so alone and so very afraid.

Lizzie, I have been through all if this. It IS getting better. It gets better, then not so good, then better, then a little worse, then better ,,,,,,, figure 8's , but dragging toward the goal. I did some EMDR around it, which really helped.