I haven't been eating lately. Even when my stomach is making awful noises and I feel hungry, there's part of me that is disgusted about the idea of food. That's Adderall for ya. However, I recently quit smoking and I feel a thousand times better. I've been showering daily and even bought some new clothes for myself. I cut and dyed my hair too. I feel attractive, for the first time in a long time. I just need to get rid of this beer belly and start lifting regularly and I'll be set.