(( sister ))

Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. I don't know. Maybe. .. yeah, definitely fear of abandonment and rejection and hopelessness (will not reconnect).

Not sure about core fear of denial because I don't know what you mean by that. Can you explain that?

Do I feel secure with her..? Thinking... I do feel insecure whithout her, that I do know; I don't feel secure with just myself.

She asked me today to describe the 'good mother' fantasy I have about someone. I couldn't do it well because some of those things I fantasize about with her too.