For those of you who have read my posts before, I have been struggling over the end of a relationship. So much so that I have severe depression and suicidal thoughts.

I go to therapy twice a week and see a psychiatrist once a month. I also take antidepressants every day and occasionally anti anxiety medication.

Despite everyone saying just get over it and just let go; it isn't that easy given my past. What particular eats at me is that everything seemed close to perfect for the 9 months we were together... lots of physical affection, lots of fun activities, good physical intimacy, lots of declarations of love. He pushed me into all kinds of interactions with his family members and insisted on being part of mine. And then, within a matter of weeks, it was over. He said it was too much stress...

I keep thinking I did something wrong or he wouldn't of left. He also completely shut me out. I've read some articles that have said some people will leave because a relationship becomes too emotionally risky/close/vulnerable. If you have done this ever, please leave me a sentence (or more).

I'm not looking for "ways" to get over this relationship (although if you want to say he's a dysfunctional jerk, that's ok, lol). My therapist and I are doing the best we can to get me to move forward. I just really want to know if anyone has actually terminated a relationship because it got too scary.