i need to send an email to my pdoc and tell him that i think the new meds are making me worse. i woke up terrible this morning (feeling like i'm going to crash and burn) and emailed my t asking if i felt this way three weeks ago. dunno if i'll hear from him or not - hopefully so. i feel like my pdoc is an unknown factor - i know how my t responds to me admitting certain thoughts and urges but my pdoc... he doesn't really react at all which makes me worried that he might overreact at the worst moment.

blerg and double blerg. i just want to lay on the couch and watch tv all day