I did email my T. She said she will call sometime within the next hr or 2.

I even told my fiance about my thoughts. Of course, his response was "Don't".

I know this is what I'm supposed to do, but I hate feeling like I'm a burden. I want to take care of it myself. I know I'm fortunate to be able to contact my T, but I always worry about over using it. I mean, she is busy and has a ton of other priorities.

Thank you all for your support. It does help knowing that i can reach out and someone out there understands and I'm not completely alone.

It's not fun being in this state.