((((skittles)))) Good on you for going... now follow through with taking the meds. Meds don't have to be permanent, but sometimes the longer you put off correcting the brain chemicals, the longer it takes the meds to balance them..
No one likes to have to take meds...but it isn't any different than correcting or adjusting or making up for imbalances that cause other disorders considered purely physical... because by their very nature, meds show that there is a big connection between mind/body!
Take one and then post for us here at PC?