My husband died completely by surprise last month. My life has been a living hell since. Now that hes gone, I'm a nervous wreck especially in the mornings and am on anxiety medication. I sometime have to take more then prescribed. I didn't think I would survive this. I cant believe he's gone, we had been married 23 years. Ive tried drinking after I get home to a empty house and it seemed to make matters worse. I would just like some prayers and get help with all the fear I have of having to do it on my own now. My tears are almost contant.