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Originally Posted by roadless
I was content and secure in my life.
Competent, loving trusting.
In the moment kinda gal.
Then it all changed, in a moment.
Now I am restless, angry, distrusting.
I don't seem to fit anywhere.
Not wanting to engage.
It all seems so meaningless and painful.
I miss the woman I was, and can't seem to find my way back to her.
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I think I understand what you mean. Immediately after my triggering event, I felt like I was in a different world and like something that was an integral part of me was broken. I have been dealing with this for 3 years now, and I wonder, too, whether I can return to being the me that I was.