Jenni855 sorry to hear you are feeling down. I often wonder how people can be so cruel, but that seems to be the nature of some people who are not as concerned about others as you are. It seems like when I look for a better sense of self, I find that turning to spiritual solace. It isn't easy but there are so many resources to lift us up. There is a group chat on Saturday from 12-1pm EST that discusses inspiring subjects. You click on CHAT up the top under BLOGS and NEWS and then login. THen click on the Spirituality group and there will be a few people who greet you. The moderator is Hippie Bea. She is a very positive minded person.