I don't know what to do! My T is trusting me to tell her if I can't cope on my own. But I don't want to go to the hospital or a crisis house.

All I keep thinking about is SUI. I can't shake the thoughts. And now I feel like abandoning my T which I know is a really bad sign. I just don't feel like a crisis house or hospital can help. They're going to mess around with my meds (in fact the crisis house won't allow me any of my PRNs). So what magic therapy are they going to offer me? Oh wait! Last time I was ignored because I'm too high functioning and I have a house to go home to.

I just keep sinking.