Okay... So, this may be kind of strange and inappropriate, but I vent my anger in my diary often by imagining certain scenarios/planning murder for those who have hurt me... Only those I am close to. I often think that - if the person actually did die - they could use my diary against me. Lol. Motive and pre-planning. Of course, I'm not going to do any of this or really want it to happen. Does anyone else do this, as well? It helps some, for me. Probably pretty unhealthy, though. :/ But, then again, who of us is healthy? Lol.