Oh I know what you mean! I HATE watching the news because it worries the HELL out of me! Death, destruction, doom and gloom everywhere! It really screws with my depression big time! I start to wonder why I'd even WANT to be "happy-go-lucky" like all the perky people in the world. How CAN I be happy knowing that so many people are suffering as bad AND WORSE than I am? As bad as my life is I can only imagine the plight of others in worse predicaments! It's awful! But I guess all we can do is do the best we can to stay safe, and help as many as we can if we're able. I wish I could do a LOT of things to help heal the whole world! It is sad and disheartening not to be able to bring about positive changes to all of this madness! Please take care and try not to let your fears consume you! We're here for you!