((((((((( moonkin )))))))))

I am sorry that you're feeling so badly. I agree that you need to have real life support in the moment. We're here to listen, but you need real life support right now as well.

Do you have someone you can talk with? Would you consider calling someone?

Regarding the views versus responses...please don't let that upset. Alot of the views are from non-members who can't respond, searches, the site doing its maintenance and record-keeping, etc. So, some of the views (some to many actually) are from those who can't respond or the like.

Again, we're here. We care.

KD