I have major depression. I've noticed that I have certain days where I am extremely emotional. I get really upset and I start looking up all sorts of depression related things, watching documentaries, etc. I cry a lot and I start to feel that nothing is working and I will be like this forever. Most other days, I just feel alright and still depressed but not nearly as emotional. Does anyone else have this sort of "cycling"? I've been marking my calendar, and I seem to have a bad day about once a week, although I haven't had one for a little longer than that until today. At first I thought this was bipolar disorder but bipolar's moods last a lot longer than that. Maybe this is just how depression is? I don't know.
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