Whenever I see my doctor or my therapist, I often find myself not being completely honest. Because I have bad days and good days, it seems to depend on how I am feeling the day of my appointment. I have had great appointments to the point where I have been told I probably don't need to be seen anymore, but then other appointments where I have full on breakdowns. I think that my depression is more severe than they think it is, but they don't have a way of knowing because half the time I go in and tell them everything is going really well. I know that this is affecting my treatment. I want to be honest with them, but it is really hard and there are a lot of things that I don't really want them to know. I am a very private person, and as much as I wish I didn't, I find myself worrying what others think all the time. My mom always reminds me that they see the worst of the worst and that I shouldn't be embarrassed, but I still can't bring myself to tell them everything and how I am probably sadder than they and I myself think I am. Has anyone else had trouble with this?