Oh wow; ((Wants2fly)); thats so much to deal with all at once. But you recongize your needs and doing good things to get better. Addictions are so hard to overcome and I wish you all the best in this recovery. I am glad u have a new t to help with all of this and I think its important that you realize what your body and mind is telling u. You need to be proud of working so hard.

Take care; thinking of u

justy