I've never gone off my meds since I was diagnosed bipolar, but I have messed around with 'em a few times when I wanted a little hypomania. Bad idea, because it usually doesn't stop there.
I'm a believer now, though. There are times I still want to think I'm cured, but I keep taking my meds because the alternative is worse. Besides, if I were to go off meds there'd be family, friends, and doctors lined up to the California border waiting to gang-slap me. It ain't worth it.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment
RX: Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
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