Today I saw the Tdoc and we discussed the lithium more in detail. She told me that I would be closely monitored with the Pdoc and labs and I needed to make a commitment to treatment which means I will attend Group Therapy, take my meds and show up to one on one sessions. She said it won't be like this forever, but at least for awhile until I stabilize and my emotions aren't so raw and in my face. I started the lithium tonight. We will see how this turns out I suppose.