I just don’t get it. I just don’t get why people don’t like me. I try to be nice to everyone. I’m genuinely caring and everything but people don’t like me. You know I try to speak up and tell jokes but it seems like I’m always shut down. I see everyone else getting alone fine and everyone loves each other and when someone enters the room its like “OHH MY GOD ! BAE, I love you” and when I walk in the door its like “oh hi”. It just gets to me after a while. And then we basically never hang out unless I run into them or I’m really trying to see whats going on and they don’’t text me anymore. I’m really scared that I’m just boring. I think that’s just the case though. I’m not crazy like them. And that just makes it worse. Just being a boring nobody that no one cares about. Or that everyone forgets. My birthday is next week and I’m worried that no one will care. Whatever.