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I'm 17. A lot of stuff happened when I was little and in middle school. My mom used to hit me and when I was in middle school we'd get into fights about it (she still hit me in those fights). My dad was never really around. He was a truck driver and would be gone for weeks at a time. Then in 5th/ or 6th grade he fully left. My mom handled it terribly (the fights and hitting and stuff). Today I feel weird around certain adults. The adults (like a teacher or therapist or something) that I know I can trust and are nice are okay, but it's just some adults make me really nervous. When I was little (elementary through middle) if any teacher would yell at me who was a girl I would automatically start crying. Even if I thought I was in the littlest bit of trouble I'd start crying. If a male teacher yelled at me I'd try not to cry but it wasn't as bad... I would just be kind of freaked out and like "what the heck, why are you yelling at me?" Now, today in high school is weird. Half the time when I talk to any female adults I get really nervous and I can feel my face get all red and what-not. I don't know how to feel around men because I've never really had one in my life. They're weird to me, and I feel like they're gonna hurt me sometimes for no reason. Or yell at me at least. Are these results of some sort of abuse? I told police this in sophmore year but they decided to label me as "mentally ill" because I think it was easier for them to say that than do a bunch of reports and stuff on my mom.. and my mom LIES, and they believed her over me. Please tell me what I should do and what was this all? Thanks.
Last edited by shezbut; Oct 10, 2014 at 11:07 PM.
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