I know. I did tell Army guy before telling my bf that if he wanted to pursue a relationship with me then prove his love for me not demand it from me. I told Army guy that I will not beg him if he wants to pursue something fine, if not, then that's fine but I will not beg him. What is having me think again is what Army guy told me that he was gonna have some fun with a girl he knew while I was on my period and asked me if I wanted to join them I said how could you be in love with me then ****ing someone else? He said the sex with the other woman doesn't mean anything to me and said I don't care if you're in love with someone you would wait.

Bf said doesn't sound like he changed to me. So yea, everything is all ****ed up and I don't know did ask bf for a break, how long of a break I am not sure...