I mean I do love the hypo part. I wish there was a pill to take to bring it on, but since going into that psychosis my hypos turn on me and I end up in a bad mania. My family says though that always happened I think I'm just more aware of it.

But even in my hypos, I start lots of projects but never finish them. Idk this lack of sleep is making me so angry. And I have a month and a half until the sleep study. This sucks!!