I really like what Ellie May wrote - there is no denying it is an absolutely crazy relationship. Somehow I don't have any problem in accepting it. I don't feel much desire at present to know more about my T - it's funny how we are all different. I also identify with what von Moxie wrote, and also feel they need to not be peering in. Somehow my T feels the opposite of distant, and very real to me, almost a bit vulnerable, don't know if that is really the right word.