Hi sunshine, bp definitely isn't cool or glamorous. Like you I was unaware of my hypomanic episodes for a long time. And like you I've got sleep apnea, which is another kind of misery altogether. As Christina said, hold onto the fact that you will cycle out of this. And with the right meds and a little luck, you'll get stable, and find that life doesn't suck at all at that point. 
all the best,
Randy
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
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