No frasier. I guess it's no ones fault. People tend to freak out when it comes to mental illness. My only hope for someone to talk to about it is to PAY someone. That really makes me angry sometimes that I have to pay someone to have a so called friend. I am really trying not to dwell on it though.

I seem to have gotten a little lift today from the depression and am getting out to shop for clothes! Yay! I can't buy much but since I do not go out a lot a couple of things might be just the boon I need.

I am thinking of going out to a movie then pick up dinner. I sure need a friend to do things with. I do feel like people are unnecessarily self centered and selfish with their time and effort to make friends and be a friend. I do try, even if I get rejected.

Such is life!