I think my T is mad or frustrated with me now.
She responded to one of my emails saying that we have a lot to talk about on Tuesday. The way she wrote it, it sounded like she was mad. So I emailed her back asking if she was mad at me. Her response was: "No. Stop worrying about me. Focus on taking care of yourself today."
To me, it sounds so cold and emotionless. I think I've worn her down. I know she's done a lot for me this week and I know I've misinterpreted/over-read her emails before, but to me her response sounds like she's fed up.
I can't email her again, not after that response. I don't feel I can contact her again for the rest of the week. I'm afraid she's done with me. I don't want to see her next week now. I'm scared of her.
Am I over-reacting because I feel so vulnerable right now? Is it me just looking for another reason to take my life? Would any of you take that response negatively? I feel so much more alone now. I didn't mean to upset her