I was off work today, which was perfect because I had the other phone interview this morning. I don't think it went as well as it could have. I don't think I was what they were looking for. But, it's okay. I'm trying. That's what I keep telling myself, at least you're trying. I hope the trying will actually lead me somewhere this time. I'm slowly feeling like I'm coming back to myself, but I feel like I lost a big part of myself this time. I feel hollow, but I can't really remember when I was whole. It feels distant, like a dream.