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Originally Posted by ScarletPimpernel
I think my T is mad or frustrated with me now.
She responded to one of my emails saying that we have a lot to talk about on Tuesday. The way she wrote it, it sounded like she was mad. So I emailed her back asking if she was mad at me. Her response was: "No. Stop worrying about me. Focus on taking care of yourself today."
To me, it sounds so cold and emotionless. I think I've worn her down. I know she's done a lot for me this week and I know I've misinterpreted/over-read her emails before, but to me her response sounds like she's fed up.
I can't email her again, not after that response. I don't feel I can contact her again for the rest of the week. I'm afraid she's done with me. I don't want to see her next week now. I'm scared of her.
Am I over-reacting because I feel so vulnerable right now? Is it me just looking for another reason to take my life? Would any of you take that response negatively? I feel so much more alone now. I didn't mean to upset her 
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No do not take it personally! She's right: you need to take care of you. And it's so hard to interpret electronic communication. Part of the Four Agreements is not to assume and not to take things personally. Sounds like you are doing both. I think you are reading too much into it. She obviously cares about you!