Thanks All! I had session today, and it was pretty rough. I really didn't want to see her face let alone have a therapy session with her. I ended up letting her know about the dream and was not surprised when I then started to dissociate. I can't remember anything towards the end of my session, and am really not clear about the majority of my day :/ I hate that dissociated feeling where you can feel yourself slipping, and hear her talking, but there's nothing that you can do about the inability to say anything back. She sounded so far away, she felt so far away and that hurt even more than the dream. Now I'm stuck for the weekend feeling like I want to be close to her, in that room. I'm just confused about what I want and how I feel towards her and therapy in general. Sorry, I'm sure this doesn't make any sense, but you guys have been great to bounce ideas and thoughts off of. My appreciation goes out to all of you.