Had a major breakdown last night. Lots of crying. But then I started today and thought everything was going ot be fine. My asthma is acting up majorly and I was almost late to my 11 o'clock class. When I got home from class today, I had a major panic attack. Tomorrow is our homecoming and it is really stressing me out (the program that I am involved in is really involved with my college). It is so much to think about. I have to be away from home from 8 in the morning til 8 in the evening. I have been so stressed that I haved stopped eating. It is really bad. Tonight though I forced myself to eat dinner due to the fact that I know I have to. Life is really stressful right now. I am really hoping that after this weekend everything will slow down. I can only hope for now.