This sounds dangerous to me Sweetie. I remember feeling like this towards previous T towards the end, and I was later told that she felt it would have been unethical to keep seeing me; that she didn't feel that she was able to help me.
Like you, I too was treating her unconditionally positive, despite her saying and doing some pretty nasty things to me, because she had scared me pretty badly early on, and I was irrationally terrified of what she might do to me. I think that kind of adoration can be a very hard thing for some people (not just Ts) to resist.