Well... as I live in an institution where my T works, we're in touch a whole lot. Honestly I love him. Too much. He always says I'm bright, that he believes in me, that he loves talking to me etc and I can tell by his facial expressions he means it. I've heard from the other staff that he always talks about how much he loves having therapy with me etc. Since I'm moving out of the institution this month he offered to use his freetime to talk to my new T when I get one, also he's taking me out for lunch after I moved out to have a proper goodbye. At first I thought I had romantic feelings for this man, but I realized I just want him to be my father. I want him to hold me, stroke my hair and tell me everything is gonna be okay. I'll miss him like crazy. I'll never find a T as good as him. God, writing this makes me sad...