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Originally Posted by zinco14532323
I have been taking a half shot of NyQuil twice a day for the last two weeks cuz I have been pretty sick. The diphenhydramine doesn't make me tired. It doesn't do anything psyche wise other than I feel a little better sick wise.
I too very much understand the desire to self medicate. I did it for years with drugs and alcohol.
Are you taking any real psyche meds? Have you seen professionals for these issues?
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Diphenhydramine was the worst drug I ever taken. I overdosed it. First time I had delirium for 12 hours and it was interesting but every next times I had horrible panic attacks which I never had before and the last time I took it I almost die because I had convulsions and I couldnt breath.
I have been taking psyche meds but no matter if I take them or not I feel the same. Okay Xanax is the only one med who always helped me. All of antidepresants helped me only first week, I became manic and then again completely depressed so I left schoil and didnt go to job and it ruined my life. I dont want to risk anymore taking antidepressants. Antipsychotics never helped me but I had horrible side effects and delusions became even worse.
So I dont believe in psyche meds. My friend also had similar effects of sedative antidepressants, he became manic.
I have been taking mood stabilazers but it was nonsense. I have tried MANY meds being patient of psychiatrists for three years.
I hate alcohol but if other stuff wont make me be normal I have to drink because M too agressive.
When I toik MDMA (extasy) I just felt okay. Not manic ir euphoric but okay like a normal person but I know that it can end with deadly withdrawal but my while life is withdrawal.
Being bipolar is like being on drugs when you are manic and then suffering from withdrawals when you are depressed. Sad but true.