I've also been aware of this for some time however I am robbing the future to save the present. If the literature is correct we will on average die sooner than our peers so it may not matter that these brain changes are slowly occurring.

I also try to maintain the lowest dose possible of AP and get off the meds when possible ie when non-symptomatic. However my delusions are dangerous enough that remaining non medicated would risk my life or others thus trying to simply fight the symptoms isn't a great option for me.