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Originally Posted by neil w
what's your delusion sometimesp, if you dont mind sharing. PM me if you want.
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They change all the time but the dangerous one was that I was someone else or they were me.....there was a real person who I thought I should kill to get my true position in society....that was dangerous and why I went inpatient.
I also thought I had some kind of transmitter in my teeth and was seriously considering breaking them out with a hammer.
Luckily all of these lasted mere hours, I don't seem to get the long lasting ones that are negative but I belive them while they are happening and I can't predict what delusion will crop up next.
Some were totally benign like I had to help a paralysed wind godess regain her powers so she would channel healing energy to the earth or that I was training to be a shaman or had psychic powers....those were long lasting but neutral to good.
I just don't trust myself at all becuase one of the last ones I had was that my pdoc was working with the devil so I might not even seek help if I did become delusional and depending on my insight I might not know it anyway.