I'm feeling so small today & very young. Very lonely bec I'm the only one. Self can feel it.

We had a big fight with T & said we quit. Everyone wantso quit cept me. I want her bac badly. It makes me cry & I think she's so angry with me like my dad used to get. Then I feel pain coming. Its comming soon. I'm very ashamed with all this.
I tried today to talk to my H about how young & scares I feel....he told me to grow up. That he cNt help me im on my own. I just wanto crawl under the bed & stay ther. I miss my T very much want her bac & want that safety but dont kno how to tell her. Do I send this posto her? So imbarrassd.

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