Very well put! Good guy v. bad guy...yeah i definitely understand where you are. Food is almost like the enemy anymore because all is happy and well until it comes. Then it only leads to a sore stomach and morbid thinking. Lately after i eat i've been afraid to go out into public, afraid i'll look too huge or something. This is weird but i had to take pictures of myself/stomach and compare it to other people before i'd even go out the door! I've been keeping the count pretty much up, with the help of ice cream i may have actually broken 1500 last night. But now it's the weekend, i'm getting a bagel for breakfast and that's it for today..i think.

About a week ago my friend had a piece of chocolate and offered it to me saying "she won't eat it". It was a challenge..so i took it and didnt' even realize that i was cringeing as i ate it, but of course he was quick to point that out.

We are...different. We think different, act different, and definitely eat different. People who mock us are almost the same as prejudice because they don't understand us. Nor can i understand them. I wonder if this split has lasted since...forever?