it is hard though. some therapists have a voice that is more soothing than others. some are good at conveying emotional holding with their voice and posture and others aren't so much.

some therapists will hold the clients hand. or give them a hug even. some won't, but i guess you don't know if you don't ask (if you haven't already). sometimes expressing it as a 'wish' can be a way of kind of asking but not really asking.

hang in there sweetie, this too shall pass. take extra gentle care.