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Originally Posted by DorianStorm
I know I'm falling in love with her if not already am in love. For gods sake I've written poems about her. Poems!!! Is it wrong to feel this way? Am I a bad person for doing the things I've done? Is it wrong to be jealous of their time spend together? I mean they should be doing that since they're a couple. But does it mean they're meant to be? Don't I stand as good of a chance?
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There is nothing wrong in how you feel. that you have written poems is actually very good. You are not a bad person, nor an evil person, you are just a very vulnerable person due to what Christina has explained.
I would take all of the poems you have written about her, package them nicely in one file, possibly inserting images if they strike your fancy and seem relevant to content, add a love confession, possibly describing your jealous feelings (jealous feelings if they are described as that pain that has been gnawing at you are endearing; the repulsive part of jealousy is its controlling incarnation, but there is nothing wrong in describing your distress, longing, etc.), and ask her to make a choice between you and the current bf.