"I want and need ppl too much and if I can't get it I run away because it hurts too much to not get something or be mad or frustrated with someone who isn't giving it to me. It makes me so tired"

It feels "hopeless" I know and some people don't even try to understand, even T's sometimes

We must be twins (except I have been known to "act out" when in pain, scared and caught off guard instead of verbalising in a "mature" manner, which makes people (including a T) ...... dislike me. Never again ...)

Running away now

But give her another chance, I know it hurts so much. But you have the ability to verbalise your feelings so well, I think you'll be able to get your T to understand you and empathise with you ...... give it more time