I just get so fed up of this. Sunday afternoon and out of the blue I am tearful and thinking dark thoughts.....and I realise it all stems from(today at least) a deep sense of being alone.

I know it is stupid butI haveno one to share a Sunday with, and as ridiculous as it sounds it makes me think it would be easier to not be around anymore. I lose my sense of connection to my sonwhen he isnot with me, and feel desperately hopeless and alone.

So I take myself to an incredibly beautiful spot and it feels worse. :-(

Does anyone else relate? What do you do about it?

(how is it possible to feel so bad when I am here)

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