I think I could've written this thread! I so understand not wanting to rely on a T. I think I've become too attached to mine which scares me, so I'm starting to pull back. I don't wanto have to rely on her. I hate that feeling. All my parts feel that way except one, who really wants to stay.
Yes, fear sucks & I so can understand ur dilemma.
Peace.

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