okay, ...
so I met people. I made some new friends, maybe, if we meet again. I had an okay time tonight. but it seems to me this is only drunk shallow ****. I don't know if these people will ever talk to me after tonight. It's all just drunk shallow ****. I just walked home. it's about 3.30 here. I didn't get robbed on my way or raped. I know that I won't. because I am not a real person. that's how I know. I am even certain. nothing can happen to me. even if I try to take a risk.