I wonder if my pdoc makes others feel loved. I do not. I knew that this was a different therapy when I started but sometimes I would like him to just say that he likes me.... and he will not. Is this because he knows this will give me an inch? I think that we are on a journey right now and it is not easy. A few weeks ago I faxed him to not abandon me and please call me... He did not. He said it would not have helped. Guess I am not appeasable so that is why ..he did not give an inch.

I feel the need for love too. I know I am supposed to be figuring something out right now....working it through.... I have to hold on to that and hope that I will.

If he makes others feel loved I would be soooooo jealous.