Due to financial restraints I am not in T or medicated at this moment. I can't afford my co-pays until January. Also I have literally gone through every T and shrink my insurance covers and NONE have Friday or weekend hours. Right now I'm sharing a car with my mom and Fridays and Saturdays are the only days I can go in unless I miss work which I can't afford to do or I will lose the car. He's between Ts because he had yet another falling out.

We only have two things going for us: he has been taking his meds pretty faithfully. His doctor keeps giving him refills until he can get back into a T. Unfortunately that means he has no incentive to look for another one. The second is after I broke his wrist(swear to god it's not like it sounds. He freaked me out in my sleep. It was bad) recently and had to see the police shrink she thinks a colleague can get a paper out of me. IF her colleague is interested then they will see me for free at a time that's convenient for me.