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Originally Posted by inanimateobjects
you mentioned your mom being teary eyed, in a good or bad way? is there something going on in that relationship in real life that might be evolving?
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This is an interesting thought... I don't know if anything in real life is happening, beyond my continued frustration with my relationship with her. I feel my mom is more distant than I want her to be, we were closer when I was young and worshiped her and didn't criticize her at all, and I think she loved me more then. It frustrates me to think we can't be truly close in a real way, now that I'm my own person. So maybe her being teary eyed is something I'm longing for? Though in the dream I was pretty indifferent about the baby... So perhaps it was just how I thought she'd finally show real love for me, if I made a grandchild for her...